Saturday, April 23, 2022

yesterday, april 22nd, dawned just like any other southeastern new mexico spring day: dry, cold, windy, clear. the news said that the winds would be worse than ever so for some reason my wife wanted to pack emergency supplies in the back of the old suv - tent, sleeping bags, documents, emergency supplies. wise people said prepare for an emergency.

heck of it was, a neighbor came by to tell us we'd been evacuated. this was at about two. by then we'd moved on to other projects but nonetheless we packed what was left into two cars now, four dogs, a cat, three teens, whatever they chose to bring with them, and off we went. a woman told us to go the back way so we did. this would put us in mayhill, an even smaller town than cloudcroft, but it would take remote backroads to get us there, maybe about twelve miles. we rolled into mayhill about three. it was a slightly festive atmosphere - more people than usual - but not necessarily evacuees. we bought some water and ordered some hamburgers to go from the restaurant.

in there the word was that they'd already contained the fire. the fire was down by where our road meets the highway, halfway between mayhill and cloudcroft, and they'd blocked the highway for a bit with all the fire vehicles, but they'd pounced on that thing like russians on mariupol. it started on private land but then hit the national forest but all that did was allow lots of different fire crews to jump on it, surround it, hose it, and keep it from going anywhere. it never got over a square acre. the evacuation was apparently out of an "abundance of caution."

i was proud of our boys for being so efficient, since up in ruidoso they had a fire come right up against a school in session, and then burn a hundred buildings or so before they got it contained. nobody's died yet, and i think that's true throughout the state, but it's been a wild fire season and things like this get everyone on edge.

we got home and unloaded the pets and the hamburgers, left the tents & emergency supplies in the car. wind was still at about twenty, pretty stiff. my sister called and i was telling her about it, but just then we had a power failure that was to last until about midnight. some tree fell on some power line somewhere, throwing the whole system into chaos. for us, it throws us into chaos too, although the generator worked just fine. it makes a lot of noise, and we get the smell of gas everywhere, but at least we have internet and light when we need it. i didn't really sleep well though, knowing there was no power and knowing it would come on at some random time. when it came on, around midnight, it woke me up.

certain things are not right when you have no power. I couldn't charge my hearing aids. i couldn't take my usual shower, because hot water heater and even pump weren't working. my wife gets paranoid about the refrigerator being open because it will lose what little cold air it has.

now, well into morning, all is back to semi-normal. the open window lets in some of the cool breeze. the wind is still a little stiff, actually i would call it noisy. but they consider that normal around here, in fact, the whole blessed experience was pretty common in the big picture. most people, i sense, don't leave for these evacuations. it's either because they have a lot of faith in the fire crews, or maybe they are very attached to their homes and their guns. but in any case we didn't see too many of them on the roads, though a lot of people were running back and forth getting supplies. evacuees? not that many. Us, we were there, in our cars, our pets looking expectant, sitting in prominent parking places, eating our burgers. it was one to remember.

Thursday, April 21, 2022

April rocks!

i am no longer posting pictures of april birthdays, but i remember them all: charlie chaplin, pete rose, john muir, queen of england, jay leno, david letterman, well maybe not all. a lot of them. some, like john muir and the queen, share the same day, today. and i've met a few others who have today as well.

that's due mostly to the wonders of facebook. tonight i was wished happy birthday by over fifty people and actually felt a personal connection to all of them as i thanked them. they were from all over the world; some started last night from places like india and saudi arabia. by tonight i've heard from people in mexico, puerto rico, morocco, iowa, texas, michigan, all over.

facebook is good at that. not that it's a perfect site, but it's remarkable to me both that i've stayed in touch with all these people and that they know about my birthday and find it so easy to reach out to me. In many cases i remember when they themselves are april rocks birthdays because we've been through it before. and we april people are more in tune to the idea of "birthday" in this season so it's easier for us to reach out.

and that's important because in many ways we're more isolated these days. i find practically my whole social life to be on social media, some days, especially since i haven't gone anywhere for about a week. maybe it's not as good as f2f social interaction but it's better than the nothing i would have without it.

so, end of night, i'm scrolling up and down all fifty, and i realize i have a pretty good pool of friends here. it's like we're all in this vast virtual social event - i have my fifty or so who show up on my page tonight, and each of them lives in his/her own virtual world and perhaps goes to several parties like mine and, at the same time, has their own party unwittingly when their birthday rolls around. you get to see all their friends on that page on that day, like at any event, and often you see their personalities. i didn't have to post anything, it just happened.

Wednesday, April 20, 2022

i'm back in my shed, surrounded by my junk, thirty some years of career, tesol presentations, old pottery, pictures, that kind of stuff. i finally got the fan going so i can sit back here and just enjoy the peace and quiet. the house hasn't been so great lately.

it's not the dogs - the four of them make quite a racket and then get wildly excited about any movement - it's more that my wife has almost nothing nice to say to me. the silence is deafening on the home sale front. the spring winds are endless. a nearby town has just about burned down.

my work back here is basically compressing tons of junk into just a little that we'll take with us. lots going in the garbage. lots going to thrift. it's endless and overwhelming and that's partly why it's taking forever. but there's also these dizzy spells which seem to have abated for the moment at least, giving me a little peace. i just want peace.

and tomorrow's my birthday. i'll keep you posted!

Monday, April 11, 2022

the wind is howling. it's dry as a bone. the sky is a clear blue, and it's warming up. little green tints appear in the afternoon sun, where grass got just enough moisture to turn just a little green.

and all that makes it somewhat typical for spring in the mountains of southeastern new mexico, where they consider it "fire season" and are on their total guard against the worst of their fears.

down in the valley, sagebrushes go flying across the valley, hitting cars, piling up against the border patrol or anyone who builds a building that might block them. it's not any wetter down there. we get maybe a half inch all spring, from january to july. this year we got about that much though, so we're lucky. that's what accounts for the tints of green.

we're ok with it; we're trying to move to illinois. my birthday is in april and if this works it will be the last of ten very dry aprils and then i can go back to what i know the best: cold, variable, wet, blustery, snowy, flowery, the whole works all in one month. that's what i'm used to and i'll be glad to have it back.

for now, i'm too tired to take the dogs on a walk. it's blowing too hard and supposedly the wind is picking up. as it goes over twenty it goes beyond "nuisance" and into "threatening." it blows stuff around but what we really dread is fire. if fire starts it picks up fast.

a friend of mine up north lives in a place with a fire; the fire is maybe forty miles from her if i read the map correctly but she's slightly uneasy because the wind switched directions and now it's coming toward her. i'd be very uneasy. i have no idea what happens to fires like this. do they have the people to fight such fires? how would they go about it? the whole thing makes me uneasy. she's supposed to stay home, rest, keep tuned to the radio for evacuation notices? i kind of don't know what to say.

but she's been in new mexico forever - her family, her ancestors, everyone. they know what they're dealing with. and yes, they lose it all every once in a while. it's the price you pay.

countdown, about two months. maybe we'll be out before rainy season, but that's when it's really pretty.

Wednesday, April 06, 2022

Sunday, April 03, 2022

One Woman's Voice


One Woman's Voice:
Biography of Elizabeth Mansfield Irving (1852-1939), elocutionist, patriot, women's rights pioneer


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This is a story of a woman who wanted to be an elocutionist, on the cusp of the nation's Centennial (1876), when women were not permitted to speak on important topics of the day. A gifted reader and orator, with a beautiful voice, she went into reading war poetry to reunions and encampments of Civil War veterans. She also inherited an insurance business when her husband got sick and died, becoming one of Toledo (Ohio)'s first women business owners. It's the story of using one's voice when one can, and getting one's voice when one is able. Her life corresponed with the rise of elocutionists as a united group, and the rise of the woman's suffrage movement, which ultimately gave women their voice in the political arena also.

Saturday, April 02, 2022

 

finished my book today; it's been a long slog. I will for sure advertise here, but I'm feeling a little hesitant at the moment because it's not quite through the mill at amazon, i.e. not available to the public yet. it's finished; it's in; i'm celebrating.

it is basically a biography of my great grandmother, a performance poet of the late nineteenth century. poetry was different then, so i put in a lot of poems that she read, or rather, parts of poems that she read. i could almost hear her read when i did it. she was a lot more than a poetry reader, so i put all that in there too. and it has a killer picture, which i will see now every time i open my bookshelf.

i am thinking of having an online book release, though i have no idea how i'd do it. i think zoom is a good venue for such things but my zoom is still such that i can't share things on it - something deep in the permission has given no permission. so until i figure that out, i guess i won't do any such thing. i have eleven cousins - or what's left of them - who would be interested in her, since she's their great grandmother too - but i don't have all their e-mails. i'm just thinking out loud here. i want to get this book out there.

actually it has one unfinished edge to it - the index. the index is only for the paperback, but nevertheless i haven't finished it yet. in my opinion all good non-fiction books should have an index, so i intend to make one for this book. nobody says it has to be perfect, or that it can't have a little character of its own - so i give it some character. you'll find good things in an index.

the weather is gorgeous here - blue sky, warm, green coming out, dry and windy as spring always is. it snowed a couple of times and we're getting the benefit, with the green - some years there's no such thing - but what i like is the clear blue sky. my wife says, time to get out there in it, we won't be here forever. i totally agree.

the reason i call the book a slog is that basically i got bogged down in it. i was still doing research at the last minute, which is the wrong order, but i'm having trouble with that. for example i want to write the next book, with research also not done, and i really should be doing all the research first, before I write. But I have these ideas and just want to get them on paper, so that I have a kind of template to fill in the details as I pick them up.

but this is a bad order. when i was doing research at the last minute, i found things i wanted to take my time exploring, but time was out. i was sick of the thing. i was trying to get it out from under me, so i could do the next projects.

it's kind of like last year's cow poop. time to bury it, get it over with, get something good out of it, move to something fresh. and it's april, time for a month of big-time celebration. i'll celebrate by advertising constantly.