late in the afternoon, and i've had way too much coffee already. once again i didn't sleep well, because a son living here was grievously unhappy late at night, and i was unable to do anything about it. never mind that it was his fault, and it was way past my bedtime. now i have a line-up of things i want to do and literally no energy to do it.

i have however been doing a lot of dashing. the way dashing works is that at the beginning of the week you never get enough, so you're primed to take all this work on TH/FR/SAT to make up for the work you didn't get MON/TUE/WED. if you just have faith that the late week will balance out the early week (it generally does) you have a more relaxing week, knowing you'll be ok. i have no faith. and i'm sometimes called away by circumstances, and lose FR or SAT or some other valuable time.

the schedule wears me out in another way. generally i work until done, at about 9 30 or 10 at night. it's not a bad work hour and i should be in ok shape when i get home. however there's still a lot to do, namely, getting and delivering my son's med, and walking the dog. these can be harder than appear. 11 30 i need to be done, and i'm not always. in the morning i'm literally grogging around while people pull me into daytime responsibilities. i still haven't downloaded from work yet!

if i have to do stuff mornings, i do, and then here i am in the afternoon - i have time, i have the house, i have my typewriters and puppies here, and i can't budge.

nothing is written. goosegg. dogs are barking. will check.